powerless

Its already 6th of Ramadhan 1430...

Every year, when enters the month of Ramadhan, I determine to do better than previous fasting month in term of solat, fasting, and any good deed. I really really really want to feel the Ramadhan inside of me...But still now, I cant feel those feeling or the instinct that I hunger for since long time ago.... When I do something gud, I feel like hypocrite. iT makes me feel hesitate to do what i should do..I cant blame those feelings...huhhu..I need inner strength in order to beat all unkind feelings ...But how??