Its Friday Again

It is Friday again. Hoorayyy!!!



As usual, its a day to list down the tasks that have not been accomplished yet. At this moment, ONLY 6 things should be done. Hope can settle all of them within next week even though sounds ridiculous. But nothing is impossible. InsyaAllah.

As I mentioned in a previous entry about the presentation. It was a relief. I watched my presentation video already. Not so convincing especially because the pronunciation of certain words were not so clear. Sterilization was pronounced sterilizashing, colleague was heard as kid by the audience. HOW COME? However, personally I think I was better than last year in term of confident and slides preparation except the analysis part. Thanks to LYL for giving me a tip regarding the ANOVA. But the last section of the presentation programme made my day. Of course I was happy for the news but it is not easy to let go something that I have worked hard for. And maybe it will be a new environment for me. Perhaps can gain new experience. But,it just a plan. It still not conclusive. Who knows, right? So just be happy but I don't put my trust on it.And who knows I am the one that rejects the offer. Hehehehehe.



Past a few days were a little bit tiresome. Again this is complaining. Complaining means an expression of dissatisfaction or annoyance about a state of affairs or an event. I will not grow up with so much complaining. I am not getting matured with complaining. But it was really hard to adapt a life without complaining. Complaining only makes things worse. So try to stop complaining ok!!!. Again, nothing is impossible. If I show no respect, I will gain no respect. Life is fair. But it becomes unfair because of my own fault.



Everyday I am by myself sitting on my prayer mat asking for forgiveness from Allah forcing my tear to comes out with sincere. It is not easy. Everyday I am hoping new life after waking up from sleep. Every night I am by myself staring out the window hoping for new life. I need sometime to myself. To lift me off the ground.

This coming weekend again will be a lot of activities. My parents are coming over to Kajang. Yepyepyepyepyeppiii!!! Dapat makan sedap sedap. Diet's book will be closed over this weekend. Again, yepyepyepyepyeppiiii!!!

Everyone is discussing bout the next year budget. Hermmmm....