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Yesterday, as usual...after having nasi lemak with rendang ayam as my breakfast, I went down to my lab...my partnet lab and I had a minor project to work on...very basic...doesnt matter laaa..as long as everything is undercontrol...no need to bang my head searching for the best answer like before...The experiment was done every 2 hours...so, in a gap, we had a conversation about ourselves...what make me very terrifying was about her father's disease...her father was gone because of the cancer...no special medication was suggested by the doctor because the cancer cells had spread all over his body...he went to the hospital everytime for injection, operation and etc..

When someone is sick, we do not know how much the pain level is he or she has to suffer..As far as I know, there is no machine existed that can detect the sickness level...What we usually say to them : uuu..sakitnyeee, mesti sakit kan..sikit je laa, sabarlaa,bla bla blaaa....hurmm...Sometimes, word doesnt mean nothing at all...So, what we should or can do? I also have no idea..But what I do is to be patient and give the best moral support for them...Ermm, when the conversation came to its end, she (my lab partner) advise me to watch what I am eating (I just eat what I like...vegetable and fruit is hard to get into me...any choices I have????), exercise regularly athough you are skinny(yeahh.. I go to aerobic class twice per week..ok laaa...) and go to medical check up once a year or when you sense something wrong with your body(hermmmm...have to ka???)....huhuu...I think those 3 points should be considered of...

Then, last night, I went to aerobic class..A little bit late....The class already started when we arrived..10 mins late...After the class finished, the instructor asked my fren and me to accompany her to send one of her staff to her fren house..At first we hesitated to go because it was around 10 pm that time.. But its oklaylaa...Helping people...Its gud what...Bak orang kata.."hari ni hari dia,hari lain hari kite pulak minta tolong..manelaa tau"... We used only one car and auntie's car parked at JL Restaurant...I drove along Jalan ***** at Kajang...Dont know the road's name...Just follow the order by auntie..After that, I sent her to JL Restaurant again..Very sleepy that time.. Suddenly, again auntie asked us to accompany her to supper..huhuh..very sleepy but its makan timee...ok apee....so, I ordered beehoon tomyam and milo...the tomyam was veryyy hott...

We had a tough conversation I think...hurmm...about JATI DIRI.....she said I lack of jati diri... I admit it..what should i do???...