What should i do????

Bismillah...

Hajat dihati nak deco blog ni....tapi tak reti....di saat hati terumbang ambing, malas nak buat kerja.huhuh....anyone can help me to deco my blog supaya can compete bloggers lain..., pleaseeee........

by the way, this is not my main topic.. actually, someone,hmmm..not someone... 2 ladies want to see me for 'discussion'......huhuhuhuh...

ermm..they want to be honest with me about something....huhuhu...i donno whether i can face it or not...they hope the same reaction from me too.. should i just be honest with them or just keep quiet?? because im not that type of person..its hard for me to express my feeling in front of anyone..only certain people that i trust, insyaAllah ok....huhuh..i donno what should i do.... Ya Allah, please guide me to the right path....ameen.

there are many type of peolple in this world... during this time, i really have no idea whom should i be with ( friends, not future husband).... i think, during this time (the transition from a student to an employee) really really teach me a lot about life.. i have learned a lot of new things that teaches me to be a tough lady.... During my study life i just stayed in a small group. means, i didnt communicate wtih all levels in our society.just hang out with my close frens laa...afraid to go outside...but, it doesnt mean i communicate will everyone rite now...

ermm..so, rite now, i have to meet with various type of people...huhu..from spm, degree,master, even phd background..yang diktator, yang very nice, yang too much excuses, yang lazy, yang ade peacock mouth, yang ok, dll..........banyakklahhhh....
other than that, yang kutuk kat blakang senyum kat depan, yang tak puas hati ngan kite, yang sayang kite, yang suke dengan kite dengan ikhlas...yang tak ikhlas....dll......................

how should/would/could i cope with them???huhuhuhu..mmg culture shock jugak laaa...i donno how the process it is..what i realized is the learning process get along with u as long as u face them laaa..how u handle it if anyone gets angry,blame u, workload too many, compliment etc...actually the life's experience really makes u smarter..the more u learn, more u didnt know...so, as a human, of coz we want to know a lot of things kan...so dig everything as long as u can............ u must have the jealous feeling inside urself with experienced man.

rite now, i still learn and teach myself about this.....