bismillah..

kadang2, bukan jarang2... aku terfikir to find the real meaning of my life sepanjang aku stayed kat Adelaide dulu...terfikir jugak yang sekrang hidup aku mengejar kehidupan dunia sahaja, bukan yang hakiki...bukan bermakna tak solat, tak puasa, tak sedekah..bukan itu maknanya...actually its very different my life that i've been thru kat adelaide...new aspect of life...now, i left it behind..so sayang... i donno how to explain..

rite now, i try to find back my past life kat bumi kanggaroo tu kat sini...i still do not decide whether i should call 'them'...but i scare of commitment..can i give my 100% commitment???????sigh.....

rite now, i attend sesi pembelajaran at one place at seksyen 3 bangi every sunday..i hope this choice will lead me to the rite path...really hope....